being called annoying is literally the worst thing ever because then you’re scared to ever say or do anything again and you end up isolating yourself because you think everyone hates you and you feel insecure about everything. long story short pls dont call people annoying
Like all I’ve done is cry. I tried doing my nails and when I think they’re dry they fucken smudge. I’m ready to just take everything off. I can’t even keep them nice for more than 20 min. I feel like I can’t do anything right no matter what it is. I can’t cook. I don’t do laundry enough. I can’t lose weight. I don’t have money. I’m a fucking child apparently. It’s all just getting to me lately. And there’s just tension everywhere and why idk. Eric slept most of the weekend because yeah he works and he’s tired but when he’s up all we’ve done is fight and of course it’s my fault because I want to fight. I just want to throw something or scream but I can’t because we live in a fucking apartment. And don’t even mention future stuff because there’s no money. No matter what it is. I’m so done with everything I don’t even want to go back to work tomorrow. I hate my job. Seriously. It’s one of the worst places I’ve ever been to.